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1. Do you want a romantic partner?
Maybe

2. When did your last hug take place
Probably sometime yesterday

3. Are you a jealous person?
No

4. Are you tired right now?
I'm always tired

5. Do you chew on your straws?
No

6. Have you ever been called a tease?
No

7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
No

8. Do you cry easily?
No

9. What should you be doing right now?
Getting help

10. Are you a heavy sleeper?
Yes

11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yes

12. Are you mad at someone right now?
Oh boy

13. Do you believe in love?
Lolnope

14. What makes you laugh no matter what?
Talking to my best friends

15. Who was the last person you talked to?
Blaire

16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
mAybe

17. Will you get married?
Idk

18. When was the last time you smiled?
Probably sometime yesterday

19. Does anyone like you?
Probably not

20. Do you secretly like someone?
yEs

21. Who was the first person you talked to today?
Blaire

22. Who do you find most comfortable talking to about anything?
Blaire and Valerie

23. What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life in general, especially when I'm finally able to start transitioning

24. What ARE you looking forward to?
Transitioning

25. Has someone of another gender told you they loved you and meant it?
Probably, yes

26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person, what would you do?
I could care less tbh

27. Do you plan on moving out within the year?
No

28. Are you a forgiving person?
Depends

29. How many TRUE friends do you have?
5

30. Do you fall for people easily?
No

31. Have you ever fallen for your ex's best friend?
No

32. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? 
Food??

33. Who was the last person you drove with? 
n/a

34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am because I was too anxious and paranoid to go to sleep

35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Well, I am going to be moving somewhere else in August

36. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Myself

37. Can you live a day without TV?
Yes

38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? 
Idek

39. Three names you go by...
  1. Evan
  2. Zo/Zodi
  3. Aries
40. Are you currently in a relationship?
No

41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
n/a

42. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Lolnope

43. What's your current problem?
Anxiety, paranoia, and trust issues

44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes..

45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
It can work, I guess

46. How many kids do you want to have?
Idek

47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
I've never really done that before, oof
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  • Listening to: Baines Liu - saying goodbye
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1. Sexual preference.
Everyone, I guess

2. What I’m really bad at.
Letting people get close to me

3. The one person whose arms I’d like to be in.
*flustered heterosexual blushing*

4. My best first date.
Never been on a date before

5. A description of my self-esteem.
Non-existent

6. Who my best friends are.
Blaire, Valerie, Jessy and Stefania

7. My favorite book.
River of Fire

8. Biggest turn-offs.
-

9. A description of my best friend.
The definition of perfect

10. My favorite animal.
Iguana

11. Someone I miss.
Rather not say..

12. The reason behind my last breakup.
They lost feelings for me

13. What I did yesterday.
Sleep and wish that I was dead

14. What my greatest achievement is.
-

15. A description of the person I dislike most.
Hypocritical asshat

16. My 5 favorite songs right now.
  1. Cavetown - Fool
  2. Cavetown - Hug all your friends
  3. Twenty One Pilots - Before You Start Your Day
  4. Bring Me The Horizon - Drown
  5. Tyler Joseph - Drown
17. How my last kiss went down.
Haven't been kissed yet

18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex.
everything

19. All of the pets I’ve ever had.
4 dogs and a few lizards, can't remember exactly how many though

20. Favorite flavor of ice cream.
Cotton candy

21. The one place I want to be right now.
My bed

22. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me.
"Everything f----ng hurts you"

23. Where I have lived before.
Rather not say..

24. I’ll love you if…
You're always there for me and understand me

25. What are my future plans?
Transitioning, and death

26. An internal conflict I have with myself.
-

27. What I’m doing tomorrow.
Most likely nothing

28. What I want to be when I get older.
An author/motivational speaker

29. Most embarrassing moment.
...

30. Two of my insecurities.
....

31. What I would do if I won the lottery.
I honestly don't know

32. A description of the boy or girl I like.
How are you so perfect and sweet

33. What I love most about myself.
My personality

34. My biggest pet peeves.
Hypocrites

35. What bands I’ve seen live.
-

36. How many kids I want in the future.
-

37. My idea of a perfect date.
n/a

38. What I’m really good at.
Being an emotional wreck

39. Most traumatic experience.
Rather not say..

40. Where I would like to live.
Somewhere by the beach, I guess

41. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.
"You're amazing and so handsome"

42. Do I like where I am now?
Lolnope

43. My relationship with my sibling(s).
 Pretty good

44. All the pets I’ve ever had.
-

45. What I can hear right now.
Music and the Discord notification sound

46. My biggest worry currently.
Everything

47. Something I’ve wished for repeatedly.
Love

48. My relationship with my parents.
Eh

49. Something I should have said a long time ago.
"I can't handle this"

50. What my last text message says.
"I just can't stop thinking about him and how he's saying all of this shit ;w;
I know I shouldn't believe him, but there's this small, idiotic part of me that wants to for some reason
But the majority of me knows that he's probably just fucking with me
I don't understand. Why does that small part of me still want to believe him? I clearly shouldn't.
Because he's hurt me beyond repair at this point"

51. What I hate most about myself.
My body

52. Biggest turn-ons.
A light switch

53. What words upset me the most.
...

54. What I hate/hated the most about school.
-
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What Makes You Beautiful: Name three things you love about yourself.

  1. My eyes
  2. My hair
  3. My personality
Gotta Be You: Talk about your crush!
She's such an amazing person. I honestly don't know where I'd be without her.

One Thing: What’s one thing your dream girl/boy HAS to have?
A good personality and basic human decency 

More Than This: What’s the bravest thing you ever did?
I stayed up all night to prevent someone from committing suicide.

Up All Night: Talk about the craziest night of your life.
^

I Wish: What’s your biggest dream?
I honestly don't know.

Tell Me A Lie: What was your most recent lie?
"I'm fine"

Taken: Talk about your last relationship.
It was a mistake.

I Want: Name three things you want in life.
  1. To stop being so paranoid all the time
  2. To be able to completely trust someone again
  3. To spend the rest of my life with someone I love
Everything About You: Who’s your biggest celebrity crush?
I don't have any celebrity crushes atm

Same Mistakes: What’s your most common mistake?
Isolating myself when my mental health starts to eat me alive

Save You Tonight: Which three things would you save if there was a fire?
  1. My dog
  2. My journal
  3. My phone
Stole My Heart: Have you ever fallen for someone you shouldn’t have fallen for?
Yes

Stand Up: What’s your favorite sport?
Soccer, I guess?? But I'm not that much of an athletic person

Moments: Talk about something good that recently happened to you.
I finally grew up and learned how to shut toxic people out of my life

Another World: Which fictional world would you want to live in if you could?
I honestly can't think of one atm

Na Na Na: What’s one thing you can never say no to?
Sleep

I Should Have Kissed You: Is there something you regret?
Staying with someone despite wanting to leave them because of shit that was going down

Live While We’re Young: Talk about a childhood memory.
I honestly just want to forget about my childhood. It wasn't really that great tbh

Kiss You: Tell the story of your first kiss.
I haven't been kissed yet

Little Things: Name five things you find attractive in others.
  1. Hair
  2. Eyes
  3. Face
  4. Personality
  5. Body
C'Mon, C'Mon: What’s your dream destination for a good vacation?
The beach

Last First Kiss: Do you want to get married? If so, talk about your dream wedding.
If I can ever find someone that I completely trust and want to marry, then sure, why not? As for a dream wedding, I honestly don't know

Heart Attack: Are you jealous?
No

Rock Me: List your ten favorite bands.
  1. Twenty One Pilots
  2. Bring Me The Horizon
  3. Pierce The Viel
  4. Sleeping With Sirens
  5. Linkin Park
  6. Skillet
  7. Skrillex
  8. The Killers
  9. Queen
  10. Mumford And Sons
Change My Mind: Are you good at making final decisions or do you easily change your mind?
I guess I'm pretty decent at making final decisions for the most part

I Would: Name three guilty pleasures of yours.
*blushes* I'd rather not

Over Again: Talk about your first love.
Nope

Back For You: Talk about your best friend.
She's always there for me whenever I need someone to talk to

They Don’t Know About Us: Share a secret!
I've tried cutting myself with a box cutter several times

Summer Love: Talk about a summer memory.
I stayed at a hotel by the beach for Memorial Day weekend this year

She’s Not Afraid: What’s your favorite horror film?
I don't think I have one, oof

Loved You First: Are you a possessive person?
No, but I can be very protective with people that I care about

Nobody Compares: Who’s your idol?
Icedog-McMuffin 

Still The One: What’s one thing you can’t seem to get over?
How someone hurt me to the point where I can't trust anyone or believe someone whenever they tell me that they love me

Best Song Ever: List your ten favorite songs.
  1. Cavetown - Fool
  2. Cavetown - Hug all your friends
  3. Twenty One Pilots - Lovely
  4. Twenty One Pilots - Oh Ms. Believer
  5. Twenty One Pilots - Before You Start Your Day
  6. Bring Me The Horizon - Drown
  7. Bring Me The Horizon - Follow You
  8. Sleeping With Sirens - Better Off Dead
  9. System Of A Down - Soldier Side
  10. Mother Mother - Little Pistol
Story Of My Life: List five things you can’t live without.
  1. Trust
  2. Love
  3. Support
  4. My best friends
  5. Music
Diana: What would you name your children?
I honestly don't know.

Midnight Memories: Talk about a dream you recently had.
Oof, I can't remember any recent dreams atm

You & I: Talk about your OTP.
n/a

Don’t Forget Where You Belong: Where do you feel home?
Whenever I'm with someone that I care about

Strong: What are your three best qualities?
  1. My personality
  2. My hair
  3. My mental strength, I guess??
Happily: Name three things that make you happy.
  1. Listening to music
  2. Talking to my friends
  3. Hanging out with my family
Right Now: Do you miss someone at the moment?
Yes.. 

Little Black Dress: How would you describe your style?
Idek??

Through The Dark: What helps you when you’re feeling down?
Talking to my friends and listening to music

Something Great: Where do you see yourself in ten years?
Probably dead

Little White Lies: Talk about your #1 sexual fantasy.
*blushing intensifies* I'd rather not say

Better Than Words: Do you read fanfiction? If so, what’s your favorite fanfiction?
n/a

Why Don’t We Go There?: Which big cities have you been to?
n/a

Does He Know?: Would you be up for a threesome?
No

Alive: What’s one thing you’d never tell your friends?
I can't even see myself at 17 because of how comically bad my mental health is

Half A Heart: What’s your favorite love story? ( Book, film, etc. )
n/a

Steal My Girl: Did you ever steal anything?
No

Ready To Run: If you could have one super power, which would you choose?
Teleportation

Where Do Broken Hearts Go?: Talk about the best concert you ever attented.
n/a

18: Do you wish you were younger or older?
Older

Girl Almighty: What makes you sexy?
Idek

Fool’s Gold: Do you fall for people quickly?
No

Night Changes: What’s one thing you don’t ever want to change?
My personality

No Control: Can you control your temper?
For the most part, yes

Fireproof: What scares you?
Love, trust, and getting close to someone

Spaces: Did you ever let someone go for good?
Yes..

Stockholm Syndrome: Name five kinks of yours.
nopenopenope

Clouds: What’s your star sign? Does your personality match it?
Pisces, and I guess my personality matches with it pretty well

Change Your Ticket: What would you do with a million dollars?
I honestly don't know

Illusion: Do you believe in higher powers?
No

Once In A Lifetime: What’s three things you want to do before you die?
  1. Become a famous author
  2. Be able to afford surgery and hormones so I can start transitioning
  3. To stop being so paranoid and fearful of love
Act My Age: Do you consider yourself mature?
Yes

Just Can’t Let Her Go: Name five turn ons.
ohgodno
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Monday, June 18, 2018

10:55 AM

    I don’t know how I should respond to you, or if I should even respond at all. You’ve said that you weren’t interested in me anymore, but now you’re saying that you want me back.

    Should I even consider believing you, after all you’ve done to hurt me? I really want to, but after all the hell you’ve put me through, I don’t think I’d ever be able to completely trust you or anyone else ever again.

    I can’t love anyone too deep after what’s happened. I can’t believe anyone when they tell me that they love me. Not even my own family. I can’t let anyone get close to me. The moment they try to, I panic, run away, and say that I can’t do this.

    I might consider giving you a second chance, but if I’m being brutally honest, it’s going to take a shit-ton of convincing for me to let you get that close to me again. Do I really want to risk going through all of that a second time?

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  • Listening to: Mochi - The minute I met you

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Sunday, June 17, 2018

2:53 PM

        Something unexpected happened today. One of my best friends asked me to check on someone to see if they were ok, so I did. Then, I found out that this person has feelings for me.


        I’m honestly at a loss for words. What do I do. What do I say? What’s going to happen from here on out?

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1. Do you want a romantic partner?
Maybe

2. When did your last hug take place
Probably sometime yesterday

3. Are you a jealous person?
No

4. Are you tired right now?
I'm always tired

5. Do you chew on your straws?
No

6. Have you ever been called a tease?
No

7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
No

8. Do you cry easily?
No

9. What should you be doing right now?
Getting help

10. Are you a heavy sleeper?
Yes

11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yes

12. Are you mad at someone right now?
Oh boy

13. Do you believe in love?
Lolnope

14. What makes you laugh no matter what?
Talking to my best friends

15. Who was the last person you talked to?
Blaire

16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
mAybe

17. Will you get married?
Idk

18. When was the last time you smiled?
Probably sometime yesterday

19. Does anyone like you?
Probably not

20. Do you secretly like someone?
yEs

21. Who was the first person you talked to today?
Blaire

22. Who do you find most comfortable talking to about anything?
Blaire and Valerie

23. What are you NOT looking forward to?
Life in general, especially when I'm finally able to start transitioning

24. What ARE you looking forward to?
Transitioning

25. Has someone of another gender told you they loved you and meant it?
Probably, yes

26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person, what would you do?
I could care less tbh

27. Do you plan on moving out within the year?
No

28. Are you a forgiving person?
Depends

29. How many TRUE friends do you have?
5

30. Do you fall for people easily?
No

31. Have you ever fallen for your ex's best friend?
No

32. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? 
Food??

33. Who was the last person you drove with? 
n/a

34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
2am because I was too anxious and paranoid to go to sleep

35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Well, I am going to be moving somewhere else in August

36. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Myself

37. Can you live a day without TV?
Yes

38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? 
Idek

39. Three names you go by...
  1. Evan
  2. Zo/Zodi
  3. Aries
40. Are you currently in a relationship?
No

41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
n/a

42. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Lolnope

43. What's your current problem?
Anxiety, paranoia, and trust issues

44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes..

45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
It can work, I guess

46. How many kids do you want to have?
Idek

47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
I've never really done that before, oof
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yw, and tysm ;w;
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Aaa yw. You're actually one of my biggest inspirations.
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